“…44 Here, she also reacts against 'the need to turn the difficulties of gay, lesbian, and transgender history to good political use in the present' as 'redemptive narratives'. 48 By excluding negative affect, which is an undeniable fact of queer history and its subjection to violence, exclusion and denial, effective histories risk producing the very gap in the queer archive which queer history seeks to uncover. 46 Queer history's archive of feeling is filled with emotions such as 'nostalgia, regret, shame, despair, ressentiment, passivity, escapism, self-hatred, withdrawal, bitterness, defeatism', and 'shyness, ambivalence, failure, melancholia, loneliness, regression, victimhood, heartbreak, antimodernism, immaturity'.…”