The aim of this paper is to focus on the relations between theory and research methods in educational research by mapping out our own research journeys. The paper arises out of a plenary talk at a "Theory Workshop" (13-15 May, 2016) that the Australian Association for Educational Research (AARE) facilitated with Griffith University in Brisbane. This introductory talk attempted to create the space for 'opening up' discussion about the complex relations between theory and methods, and to show how these complex relations have been realised in our own, very different, researcher trajectories. It was a 'contradictoryperformance' -we conducted a dialogue, invited interruptions, meandered from the central issue of theorymethod nexus, talked past one another, worked with a chaotic PowerPoint presentation (slides from which are included here) and so on. We wanted the talk to be messy and, in both its form and contents, to be an invitation to others to engage in similar ways during the weekend. We were also interested in connecting and disconnecting with some of the recent debates in education research, for example on experimental practices, performativity, new materiality, and post-qualitative research. Drawing on these debates and on our own research work we wanted to create the space for considering our research in terms of their disjunctive 'journeys' and in terms of the consequences (and therefore to think about the purposes of research, and relatedly the purposes of education) of this contradictory work. This article is a reworked version of this talk -but we have tried to keep its open 'feel' in the hope of inviting other conversations about, and connections with and between, theory and methods. (Berlant, 2011). Concurrently, education and research, in their institutionalised forms (in schools and universities), are enmeshed into the public-privatising of neo-liberalising governance practices. In this public-privatising mélange, there is a focus on schools and universities to perform, or more accurately, to display how well they are doing, in terms of measures, data and metrics. Governance of research and schooling through data-driven accountability measures is shaping and reforming schooling, teaching, learning and research in market-driven directions. Further to this, and relatedly, there is a growing disillusionment with the promises and (lack of) impact of critical and qualitative scholarship to enact the change that is urgently required. We urgently need theoretical, methodological and 'on the ground' articulations of 'what is next', 'post' the critical, not to dismiss it, but, rather, as a way, ironically, of attempting to fulfil whatever ambitions the critical held. In this paper then, and in this context, we explore our own journeys through the critical and beyond as we map out, re-present/perform, our theory-method nexus journeys.