iii enthusiasm was a special gift that I did not expect, but I am humbled and honored by them greatly. My endeavor into a doctoral program began over ten years ago, when I was encouraged by my psychology professors at Columbia College to think about graduate education. Dr. Graham Higgs nurtured my critical thinking skills in a way no other person ever has. Dr. Chris Mazurek helped me understand the sacrifice and challenges that I would encounter in graduate school. Dr. Cheryl Hardy always challenged me to know more, to think more, and to be more. When teaching, I regularly ask myself, "What would Cheryl do?" The countless hours in their offices and the time and energy they expended with me during those formative years provided the foundation for the years of work in graduate school and inspired my love for teaching. My professional career, and this research, was only possible because of the people who have supported me in my personal life. A special thanks goes to Samantha Kramer and Mary Flynn. Every woman should know friends like you two. Thank you to Uncle John, who took me under his wing when I needed it most and has loved me as his own daughter. To Sammy and Alex who have made me the proudest big "sister" in the years I've watched them grow up. To Karen, who has the biggest heart and is the most generous person I've ever met. To Pam West and Andrea West, who helped me to awaken to a world greater than I ever realized when I was still a girl. To my father, Gary Gage, who encouraged me from a young age to be an empowered woman and to imagine a future beyond what was familiar. To Grandma Mary, who was a saint among people and made my education possible more than anyone. To Aunt Carol who has always encouraged and believed in me; I know she is always in my corner. To Brandon, my partner. I am so fortunate to know him, to love him, and to be loved by him. He inspires me to love life, to appreciate the moment, and never fails to make me laugh and keep me grounded. I thank him for his sacrifices and for being an amazing father to our son, Wyeth. iv Finally, to my mother: the most resilient, empathic, and caring, mother and friend. I am privileged to be her daughter and to call her my best friend. I have never met another human with as much grace, humility, and stoicism in the face of adversity. She is my heroine and without her, none of my accomplishments would be possible. v TABLE OF CONTENTS