“…Next day I dined, but staid too long in company.' 75 Yet negotiating masculinity in accordance to the demands of various masculine spatial and institutional settings was both taxing and fluid, as Blackadder showed in 1728, when, after reading through his diary, he conceded that part of the reason he was so damning of his comrades was his own stiff, unsociable nature. 76 In the introduction to Blackadder's diary, Crichton observes: 'We know how battles have been lost or won, where valiant men have fought and fallen; but the religious annals of a soldier's life, the combats he sustains with enemies within himself, and the victories to be won over the corruptions of his own heart, are of comparatively rare occurrence.'…”