“…Patients felt “fantastic to be alive” after transplant 40,78 and were willing to endure the side effects and complications of medication 22,30,32,47,52,65,117,122 . As such, they felt both sick and healthy, “just being held together.” 61 Medication complications and side effects were regarded as a “necessary evil,” “a price” to pay for the transplant, and believed it was “better to live with side effects than not to live.” 31,37,40,42,52,56,61,62,66,84,85,90,100,102,119,122 …”