The Gift of Absorption I live, eat, sleep, research. I love my family, read voraciously and have a few hobbies. But most nights after dinner, I choose to go upstairs and log onto email to see what's new. I could go out into the backyard and plant another rosebush, but its too shaded and the bushes don't do well anyway. In earlier phases of my career when my kids were young, time demands were different. Now the kids are almost grown and I have this gift of freedom which I choose to spend hunched over a computer. To be absorbed in one's work is a blessing; how many people on this earth are bored by what they do? To completely jump into a project and lose track of time and surroundings are gifts. The subject might be an experiment that a postdoc is working on or a concept with which I have been struggling. Or it might be the problem of how to get government research to work a bit more efficiently. Minor successes in any of these areas are very satisfying. As one's career progresses, life is increasingly a series of meetings, and time to be absorbed in science is at a premium.
BIOGRAPHICAL INFORMATIONI am from a working class part of Baltimore and the first of my family to attend college. I attended Towson State University in Baltimore, with a BS in Biology. My classes were split between field biology and cell biology. After graduation, it was just a matter of what type of job came along first. For three years I worked as an environmental consultant for engineering firms, doing environmental impact statements for roads, strip mines, parks. But the degree to which decisions were made politically angered me and I realized that this was not a good career. Plan B was to go back to school and see what I could contribute. Cancer was always on my mind. My cousin Cindy, a year older than I, died of oral cancer while I was in college. She had a "toothache" at 16, which turned into never-ending radiation, surgery and misery. I vowed to do something about it, and that vow helped to shape my future. My Ph.D. research was in cellular immunology at the University of Maryland under the direction of Joe Oppenheim, then at the National Institute for Dental Research (NIDR) at NIH. A quick postdoc with George Martin was completed at NIDR, and then a move to the Laboratory of Pathology at the National Cancer Institute (NCI). I've been there ever since.George was interested in basement membranes, which brought up the subject of tumor cell invasion and metastasis. How tumor cells metastasized seemed to be a question worth my effort. I modeled my work after a paper, in which differential colony hybridization was used to identify genes over-and under-expressed between serum-starved and serum-fed cells. Can we do the same between nonmetastatic and metastatic tumor cells? Expecting to find genes that were turned on in metastasis such as proteases and adhesion molecules, I was bewildered when the best candidate was turned off in the highly metastatic cell lines. The discovery of Rb as a tumor suppressor stimulated my thinking: if genes could ...