“…Universities are also considered gendered and raced institutions (Mihăilă, 2018;Salmon, 2021), which individuals experience through gendered advantage and disadvantage (Pullen, Rhodes, & Thanem, 2017). Organised around a masculine 'ideal' academic with no caring responsibilities (Benschop & Brouns, 2003;Martinovic & Verkuyten, 2013;Mauthner & Edwards, 2010), careers in universities remain problematic for women (Ashencaen Crabtree & Shiel, 2019;Davies, Brighton, Reedy, & Bajwah, 2022;Reedy & Haynes, 2021) or those classed as 'other' to the idealised norms (Bleijenbergh, Van, & Vinkenburg, 2012). Such positioning influences our subjectivity, ontology and hence our self-reflexivity.…”