In this piece, the authors question whether critical language research, in its complex collection of researcher
choices, is possible beyond the discursive imaginary of critical academic scholarship. In other words, how do (allegedly)
anticolonial efforts re-orient towards contribution to the imperial record? We present three vignettes, through which we grapple
with the notion that researcher choice exists within the solipsism of academia. In doing so, we frame research and scholarship as
a collection of choices, which we believe are better understood as a collection of fraught dilemmas. These dilemmas recognize that
all academic scholarship production and its processes are birthed from, and serve, an epistemology of hierarchical social
configurations, which serve empire maintenance and expansion. As critical language scholars who bring overlapping and distinct
sociopolitical, geographic, and methodological positionalities, these autoethnographic narrative vignettes allow us to begin to
see the landscape of researcher choice in the processes and projects of accumulating knowledge production. We identify imperial
straightening devices for legitimization into the imperial archive and examine how they work to orient and re-orient critical
language scholars towards the ideological and material production of the imperial archive.