Chemotherapy, radiotherapy, hormone therapy and immune therapy have made many cancers chronic, potential curable diseases rather than inevitably fatal, but the treatments are often both mentally and physically stressful even if the side effects varies.The right use of palliative chemotherapy is a complex issue and there are many aspects to take into consideration. The aim of the study was to gain insight into the illness narratives of cancer patients, from the day they suspected that something was wrong up to the present day where they are living with incurable cancer, undergoing lifeprolonging chemotherapy. Thirteen narrators were included. They were all cancer patients on chemotherapy with the intention of prolonging life (informed by their oncologist) in an outpatient's clinic in Norway. Narrative analyse of their illness stories was applied. The main findings showed that the narrators considered their lives worth living in spite of the treatment. They seemed to take control and build a new life on "what was left after the storm," and described how they found meaning living in the tension between life and death.
K E Y W O R D Scancer patients, life-prolonging treatment, narratives
| INTRODUCTIONTreatments such as chemotherapy, radiotherapy, hormone therapy and immune therapy have made many cancers chronic, potentially curable diseases rather than inevitably fatal, but the treatments are often both mentally and physically stressful, despite their varying side effects.The right use of palliative chemotherapy, where the intention is lifeprolonging or symptom relief or both, is a complex issue, with many aspects to consider (Harrington & Smith, 2008). The literature often focuses on how to communicate with patients about the dilemma, when to stop chemotherapy and how to deal with the end-of-life issue (Bensing, Rimondini, & Visser, 2013). Guidelines are also provided (Back et al., 2008). Some questions discussed are whether the physician avoids addressing these questions, offers patients a real alternative to treatment, and knows how to balance between giving hope and stating the reality (Harrington & Smith, 2008;Innes & Payne, 2009;Pavlish, Brown-Saltzman, Fine, & Jakel, 2015). However, patients' own stories about how they live within the frame of life-prolonging chemotherapy have seldom received attention. In this article, we want to let the patients' voices be heard through their illness stories.
| This study's aimThis study's aim was to gain insight into the illness narratives of cancer patients, from the day they suspected that something was wrong up to the present day where they are living with incurable cancer, undergoing life-prolonging chemotherapy.
| METHODS
| DesignListening to patients' stories is often part of clinical practice, but Bingly, Thomas, Brown, Reeve, and Payne (2008) emphasised the difference between the value of using stories to improve communication with patients under clinical palliative care and research that systematically analyses these stories by using narrative methods or narrati...