“…Within organizational ethnography, scholars have focused on various ethical dilemmas related to the entanglements that arise between the researcher and the field, such as in the representation of research 4 participants (Court and Abbas, 2013), and how to write about informants who are also colleagues or perhaps friends (Beech et al, 2009;Natifu, 2016; see also Eriksson, 2013). Moreover, several studies have highlighted that loyalty towards the field context may sometimes prevent the researcher from carrying out critical research (Järventie-Thesleff et al, 2016; see also Malm, 2018), have described how prospects of future collaboration may influence data generation and research findings (Macdonald and Hellgren, 2004), and have emphasized the dilemmas that ensue when conducting research as a practitioner (Bell and Nutt, 2012). However, the process of how loyalty is created is still rarely addressed, perhaps due to the prevailing rarity of accounting for one's emotions as a researcher (cf.…”