Adil Hasan's When Abba Was Ill stages the aesthetic and ethical tension involved in representations of illness and death. This article aims at parsing through the strategies employed in publishing what was meant to be a private record of the six months during which Hasan's family came to terms with the diagnosis of his father's cancer. On one hand, the article reflects on how the genre of the photobook affords the intimacy of encounter that such a project demands, and on the other, it demonstrates how Hasan's work oscillates between provoking and resisting the reader's identification with the photographs. While the photobook's title promises a retrospective account of the period, this article argues that the book emerges as eventually undercutting its own project. Even as it enacts the script of recollection, the photobook tends to obfuscate the memory of the time by blocking it, deferring its appearance, and ultimately rendering it opaque for readers.