“…What does it mean to assign testimonies of fighters in more recent wars, such as Sgt. Kevin Benderman, who, according to his conscientious‐objector application, in 2003 saw a young girl with “her arm horribly burned and blackened, standing helplessly on a roadside” in Iraq, and when told by his commanding officer that his convoy could not spare the medical supplies to help her, “knew” that he could not kill once he had looked into her eyes (Zucchino 2005; see also Brock and Lettini 2012, 38; and Kellison 2021, 453)? Benderman's reaction is also an immediate kind of knowing, one rooted in affect and not discursive reasoning.…”