In this paper, I wish to critically reflect on the role of emotion/s in how I position myself with regards to research, teaching and learning, drawing on experiences over the past three years as a human geography lecturer 'doing' research with refugees and asylum seekers in a local inner city area. While there has been increasing debate regarding what constitutes 'the activist academic', in particular deconstructing any dualism or border between 'academic' and 'activist', the motivation for undertaking such a role is generally ascribed to an 'ideological commitment' to social and personal change of one type or another. For me, such a commitment cannot be separated from how I feel about the issues that I research, learn and teach about. In particular, I explore how emotions relate across different spaces and places in my life to produce motivation for activism and how that activism -specifically the encounters with people through it -feeds back into emotional geographies across my professional (and personal) endeavours. More broadly, I'm concerned with the ways in which emotional becomings and the interconnectivities across spaces of activity/ism and everyday life play out beyond my own individual subjective experience, but rather are caught up in 'situated, relational perspectives' (after Bondi, 2005). I argue that recognising the significance of emotion has implications for how we conduct and disseminate research.