This paper illustrates the apparently providential timing and the healing character of near-death experiences (NDEs) and NDE-like epi sodes, through four case histories of persons whose lives, prior to their experi ences, were marked by deep anguish and a sense of hopelessness. Spiritually, such case histories suggest the intervention of a guiding intelligence that confers a form of "amazing grace" on the recipient. Methodologically, these reports point to the importance of taking into account the person's life history as a context for understanding the full significance of NDEs and similar awakening experiences. The article ends with a retrospective account of a childhood NDE in which "the big secret" of these experiences is disclosed."We who are about to die demand a miracle."W. H. Auden (cited in Grosso, 1985)During the past fourteen years of my research on near-death experi ences (NDEs), I have often been struck by the seemingly providential character and timing of these experiences. An individual whose life is spinning out of control and heading on a clearly self-destructive course has an accident and experiences the healing balm of absolute love and unconditional acceptance in the light, and returns to life knowing he has been set right again. A man, after several previous suicidal ges tures, takes a massive overdose of barbiturates that would ordinarily guarantee his demise, but for some unknown reason an NDE super
JOURNAL OF NEAR-DEATH STUDIESvenes, during which he comes to see his life with the healing clarity of deep compassion and self-understanding. He hears a telepathic communication-he knows not from whom-telling him that he will recover and will never again attempt suicide, and so it is. A woman, the victim of childhood incest of which she has no conscious memory, falls seriously ill with an undiagnosed illness and while close to death has a fullblown NDE during which she remembers. The unlocking of her poisoned memories unleashes powerful healing energies and en ables her to confront for the first time and eventually to overcome the psychological obstacles that had hitherto crippled her life.When such cases as these-and they are typical of many NDErs I have encountered-are considered one after another, it is hard to resist the inference that the NDE, at bottom, is itself a healing force. It is almost as though some guiding and benevolent intelligence, seeing that a person's life is about to be shattered, intervenes at the critical moment and makes it whole again (healing of course means "to make whole") by providing a soul-saving revelation through the NDE.
Amazing GraceRecently, I came across this same dynamic operating in a different developmental context. In some research by Christopher Rosing and myself (Ring and Rosing, 1990), we discovered that NDErs are dispro portionately likely to come from the ranks of children who had been abused or had experienced other forms of trauma or stress in child hood. Musing on the possible psychosocial roots of the NDE, it occurred to me that in s...