This thesis provides a rich understanding of how junior doctors learn 'to be' compassionate through working in a complex community of practice. Despite compassion being considered a core attribute of a 'good doctor' and the existence of a considerable body of literature addressing the transition of medical students into medical practice -many questions continue to go unanswered. Researchers continue to question how, and why, for many medical students and junior doctors, their humanistic attributes decline as they undertake their studies and engage in practice.This thesis asked junior doctors how they learned to express compassion in the clinical setting.Eight medical students elected to participate in this qualitative, longitudinal study.Reflecting the interpretative nature of this exploratory study, narrative was generated from reflective journals and unstructured interviews to interpret meaning from the lived experience of the eight interns as they completed their first year of medical practice.In interpreting the interns' narratives, answers were sought as to how the junior doctors learned to express compassion. The interns' stories illustrated how they struggled to maintain their compassionate aspirations when confronted with the complexity and competing demands of daily practice. Their emotional distress was not hard to discern, forming a dominant discourse woven throughout their narratives, but more difficult to determine and disentangle from the texts, was how and why their emotional distress came to frame the way in which they provided compassionate care. Emotional vulnerability emerged as the over-riding theme to frame this learning trajectory.The interns' reflections uncover an untold narrative of how emotional vulnerability underpinned by a fear of failure and imperfection, a search for certainty, and a diminished self-efficacy resulted in risk aversion. This risk aversion triggered the safety ethic of the participating interns resulting in their compassion, a prosocial moral emotion, being replaced for a more reductionist approach where patient care is reified as patient management.This study provides new insights into medical professional identify, shedding light on what novice doctors bring to medicine, what they aspire to be, and what they fear they will become. The data provides a nuanced exploration of the enabling and inhibiting factors in providing compassionate care as a commodity embedded in practice and providesPage ii scaffolding on which to explore and respond to the shifting culture of medical professionalism and the expression of emotion in a complex community of practice.Findings from this research provide an original and significant contribution to the research field. This study emphasises novice doctors' relationships with their patients as significant influences on how they provide care. These complex sociocultural issues are previously untold in this context. This study is providing a fresh interpretation of the social dimensions of contemporary medical practice and educati...