“…Furthermore, despite the symbolically rich Hindu cosmology that Dhruv considers himself a part of, Dhruv never mentioned that his encounters and felt sensations with the divine were from a specific divine, and this article follows his usage of rather vague signifiers, where the divine itself becomes an unstable concept. While there are many rich accounts of how locally specific divinities in India might be dark, hopeful, chaotic, dangerous, ambivalent, or even madness‐inducing (DeNapoli, 2017, Doniger O'Flaherty, 1980, Hawley, 2015; McDaniel, 2019; Obeyesekere, 1990; Ram, 2013; Smith, 2006), such accounts do not typically enter the urban, upper‐caste spaces in India, such as the ones that Dhruv, his friends, family, and psychiatrists in Chennai operate within.…”