In Settler Colonial Theory, there is a growing body of work that looks at the ways settler colonization is being challenged. The understanding of how settlers are engaging with these potential transformations remains unclear. I build on Davis et. al's (2017) idea of "transforming settler consciousness" to consider what conditions, spaces, and practices are facilitating white settlers to challenge settler coloniality. Working with five white settlers in community groups, I use a narrative inquiry methodology to ask what about these initiatives did, or did not, catalyze transformed settler consciousness? Through a political ontology framework, the stories shared reveal the paradoxes, challenges and complexities about what facilitates a politics of recognition (Coulthard 2014) and what facilitates spaces of ontological negotiation. While the former does not demand a transformation in settler consciousness, the later does and with that transformation, settlers have the potential to contribute to a radical transformation of settler coloniality. I would first like to thank all of the activist, organizers and frontline communities that spend their lives fighting for justice and a better world for everyone. I want to express my gratitude for the five people who are committed to this work and shared their stories with me-it takes a lot of love, courage and vulnerability and I am so very thankful. During times of global ecological, political and social strife, it is your resistance, art, action and dreams are that give me hope. I want to thank all my family and friends who supported me through this process. I leaned on you all and am always grateful for the love you so readily gave. I want to offer a heartfelt thank-you to my supervisor, Professor Cristina Rojas. I have learned so much from you and your endless patience and willingness to hear all my ideas was truly a gift. Thank you Donna Coghill, I really couldn't have made it to the end of this project without you. Thank you to my readers, your comments and insights made this project infinitely better. And finally, Sam. I will never have enough words to thank you. I am forever grateful for you always having the time to listen to my scattered thoughts, always making sure there was chocolate around, for holding our home and my bike together, and for so graciously loving me through all the chaos.