“…Recruiting teacher leaders of Color for justice-oriented purposes while preserving white colonial normativity demobilizes and sabotages ongoing efforts to engage radical social change, spiritually murdering (as cited by Love, 2019) and robbing teacher leaders of Color, particularly women of Color, of their dignity and humanity as radical change agents. In fact, participation in official and formal teacher leadership roles can heighten the risk of racialized trauma; Lucia's cognitively and socioemotionally dissonant leadership experiences further illuminate why teacher leaders of Color are pushed out of institutionalized roles, work at the margins, and need critical racial affinity spaces to heal (Lac & Diamond, 2019;Pour-Khorshid, 2018). In other words, efforts to recruit and retain a diverse teacher leader population are insufficient and incomplete endeavors for educational justice: doing so without transformation of racist, capitalist, cis-heteropatriarchal ideologies, policies, structures of domination and control can result in serious racialized psychological, spiritual, and traumatic consequences for teacher leaders of Color, while simultaneously reproducing injustice.…”