“…It is time to touch them without a filter; to finger the fully sensed and embodied version of them in a language fleshed out through my skin in hopes of connecting with you truly… To do so, I here engage with an experiment of “écriture feminine” (Cixous, 1976, 1993; Irigaray, 1985, 2002), using a dual textual style to produce a nonconventional text that accounts for my female academic body's corporeal experiences. I put my autoethnographic reflections in italics and my academic arguments in “regular” font, intermingling the two, to argue for the necessity of using the touched/able/ing skin of our fingers and all its embodied sensations to explore new ways of writing, living, being, and becoming together in the academy (D. N. Brewis & Williams, 2019; Mandalaki & Perézts, 2020; Pullen, 2018; Pullen et al, 2020; Vachhani, 2019).…”