This is a narrative reflection about my experience of the ongoing coronavirus (COVID-19) outbreaks across countries between January and early March 2020. My recalled memories showed the shifting and contingent thoughts and emotions. Contextual factors such as my ethnic identity and local anticoronavirus policies also constructed my perceptions of the pandemic. While my story is unfinished as the coronavirus outbreak is still happening, the narratives provide a novel perspective to understand public health practices in a global context. As the health knowledge construction is infused with identity and personal meanings, this reflection also shows that people from a racial group may face unfair treatment in a pandemic. My narratives suggest the need for a more globally synchronized health communication in pandemics. "In all our preparations for the coming pandemic, then, we would be wise not to give short shrift to metaphor and language, and the way they shape not just our thinking, but also our actions."-Davis (2013, p. 178) I am a researcher in Klagenfurt, Austria. I originally come from China. These self-introduction-like starting sentences are the key for my story. My story starts from my holiday on the 19 th of January 2020. I planned this holiday a long time ago. Going back home for Chinese New Year always brings me happiness. Even now, it is still hard to associate my holiday with the coronavirus particles with those little pink spikes. Rumors, outbreak, terminology CONTACT Xiang Zhao