“…Following recent calls for affective methodologies in feminist research (Knudsen and Stage, 2015), we encourage researchers to be more attuned to (Preece et al, 2022) and reflexive of the discomfort (see Chadwick, 2021) and disorientations (Ahmed, 2006) experienced during fieldwork. Fear, frustration, disgust, and other “negative” emotions experienced during fieldwork can be both empirically enlightening and epistemologically fruitful, whereby reflecting (McKenzie, 2017) on these “disorientating” affective responses to our research contexts (and our research informants) can in fact awaken us as researchers to new subjectivities (Preece et al, 2022), including realizations of our own (hidden) vulnerability (Downey, 2019).…”