“…Most scholars who study student experiences in doctoral programs include discussions of the issues and challenges students face in learning research and transitioning to independent scholars (Baker, Pifer, & Flemion, 2013;Lesko et al, 2008;Roulston, Preissle, & Freeman, 2013). Terms such as "monsters" and "scary disturbances" (Lesko et al, 2008), "perilous journey" (Hadjioannou, Shelton, Fu, & Dhanarattigannon, 2007), "uncertainty" (Mercieca & Mercieca, 2013), and "dissonance" (Wisker, Robinson, Trafford, Creighton, & Warnes, 2003) are used to describe doctoral student experiences of discomfort in their learning journeys. While some of these concepts focus on the negative aspects of doctoral learning with a potential to lead to disengagement and dropout (Vekkaila, Pyhältö, & Lonka, 2013;Wasburn-Moses, 2008), a number of scholars point out the importance of such challenges for student development and preparation for scholarship (Mercieca & Mercieca, 2013;Roulston et al, 2013).…”