“…Previous autoethnographic papers on women's health, EBs, and mother-daughter relationships have not tended to view the formation of the authors’ attitudes toward their mothers as a multifaceted, structurally determined phenomenon (Axelsen, 2009; Chatham-Carpenter, 2010; Frey, 2020; Holmes, 2016a; Johnson & Eaves, 2013; Lee & Pause, 2016; Mukai, 1989; Pausé, 2019; Spry, 2001; Tillmann, 2009). Taking inspiration from Burman (2015) and other feminist scholars, who made explicit the political and social forces underpinning traditional concepts and attitudes toward mothers in psychology and social sciences, I analyze the socio-political structures to deconstruct the social forces that led me to believe that my mother was primarily to blame for my disordered eating. Additionally, this paper describes the daughter's internalization of the mother-blaming narrative on the micro level, which helps fill the gap in the scientific body of knowledge that has resulted from previous papers’ macro-level treatment of mother-blaming (Elliott & Bowen, 2018; Harrison, 2012; Wright et al, 2015).…”