“…The Grillo quote also speaks to the seductive power of the desire to belong to an accepted field of research. Her words point to the difficulty of being an outsider within and whether one can claim to speak from the margins without being suspect or compromised (Ellis et al, 2020;Collins, 1986;Spivak, 1988). Yet, what I am clear about is that in its current dominant paradigmatic form, diversity sustains the power of the "emperor" (Ahmed, 2007;Bell and Hartmann, 2007;Nadiv and Kuna, 2020;Zanoni et al, 2010).…”