“…Another familiar experience is the state of disintegration, when we are overwhelmed and feel that we are, as Klein calls it, “falling to pieces” ( ibid ., p. 5) or “to bits” (1946b, p. 101), which she regards as an actual state of the ego, not only a feeling or fear in relation to it. With this perspective in mind, it is interesting to note that some of the prototypical Kleinian examples of the manifestation of the death instinct describe a pull not towards death per se , but towards the dispersal of parts of one's mind, an annihilation of the capacity to perceive and experience (see Bell, ; Klein, ; Segal, ). Segal (), in fact, defines the death instinct as encountered in clinical practice as a drive to “annihilate the perceiving experiencing self” (p. 55) and the object perceived, which she adds are “hardly distinguishable from one another” (p. 56).…”