Since this research was conceived, I have been acutely aware that I would learn through experience what it really means to trust God. To what extent, I am still discovering as I write this… One thing is certain though; He can be trusted! It is intriguing how the growing strength of my spiritual inquiry into the mystery of belonging to the body of Christ would also increasingly manifest the feebleness of my physical body. Facing trials and adversities I could never imagine, I was tested beyond my ability to endure, even to the point of despair. But this happened that I might not rely on myself but on God, who raises the dead. You have delivered me, and You will continue to deliver me as you firm up my frame in Christ. Jesus, my 'Yes' and 'Amen', to the glory of God, You are faithful to all Your promises (2 Corinthians 1:8-21). Your Word will accomplish the purposes for which You sent it.
Thank You!Then of course my heart-felt gratitude toward the God-sent saints who helped me come this far:• My research supervisor, Prof. Juan Bornman: I have learnt so much from youabout life, people, myself, and research, obviously. You continue to amaze me at your knowledge and insight into your field and then beyond. Your infinite curiosity is contagious! Thank you for your wise guidance and sincere care, support and understanding through trying times.• Erna Möller, my role model for a life surrendered to God, whose dedicated life work inspired this study. Your timely encouragements and prompts to recommitment have sustained me more than you know.• The many individuals from the Methodist congregation of the study, for allowing me access to conduct the focus groups, and for their support and assistance in recruiting participants.• All the participants of the study, without whom this research would not have materialised.• My husband, Ryan, whose loving commitment to my well-being and personal growth continues to motivate me to pursue heights and depths of life yet unknown.ii DECLARATION With this, I Gail McMahon-Panther, declare that the dissertation with the title "The perceptions of persons with disabilities, primary caregivers and church leaders regarding barriers and facilitators to participation in a Methodist congregation", is an original piece of work written by me, under the supervision of Prof. Juan Bornman.