“…As Cvetkovich argues, the 'public feeling' of depression that shapes contemporary academia 'often keeps people silent, weary, and too numb to really notice the sources of their unhappiness'; it operates 'by making people feel small, worthless, hopeless' (2012, 12-13). Indeed, when the productivist logic of performativity is deeply entrenched in institutional life, it becomes very easily incorporated as part of academics' sense of self, scholarly work, and relations with others (Davies and Petersen 2005;Fahlgren et al 2016;Sifaki 2016). Exhausted and overwhelmed by their workloads, and anxious about how 'behind' they are at work, academics get swept into a compulsion to work more.…”