Ronkainen, Noora (2011). 'That is why I gave in to Age my competitive ability but not my soul!' -A spiritual journey in endurance running. Department of Sport Sciences.University of Jyväskylä. 40p.In this article, I explore the spiritual dimensions of running. I draw on theological and existential perspectives, athletic career research as well as post-sport ideologies to construct a multi-voiced representation of the spiritual meanings of endurance running current in Finnish running culture(s). Through narrative, analysis, reflexivity, interpretation and theorizing this study aimed to gain a deeper understanding of how distance runners negotiate dominant discourses on sport and exercise in the process of making running meaningful to them.In the analysis I examined the Finnish runner's magazine Juoksija for the years 2001-2010. Over this time span studied, I found a variety of data discussing the spiritual dimension of running, including editorials, interviews, columns and research-based popular articles. From these sources I selected 34 columns written by 17 different authors for an in-depth discourse analysis. In exploring the content of the magazine over the decade it became apparent that the diversity of authors and perspectives had increased, which partially reflected the wider changes that had occurred in Finnish runner culture over this time span.The research results suggest that existential aspects of running underlie, but remain dormant, in the dominant performance discourse of competitive sports. These spiritual and/or existential dimensions become especially meaningful, however, when transitioning from elite level sports. I suggest that finding the existential spirituality of running can be a protective element in athletic retirement, enabling the runner to sustain their athletic identity as a central life-narrative even after the transition.Keywords: spirituality; running; career transition; post-sports; discourse analysis FOREWORD Before starting the 2-year Master's Degree Programme in Sport and Exercise Psychology (SEPPRO), I had studied a master's degree in theology in the University of Helsinki. With my background in a quite different academic field, I became quickly aware that I had a different approach to sport psychology from many of my fellow students. I searched for a topic that would provide me an opportunity for interdisciplinary research within these fields. Thus, I pondered on my own experiences of sport participation as well as the meaning of spirituality and religion for me. As a runner myself, it was easy to draw from personal running experience, which had become much more for me than an effective form of exercise or a competitive pursuit.This study was written in the form of a research article, and we produced the text together with my supervisor Tatiana Ryba. Our voices are intersecting throughout the article, where 'I' refers to me, Noora. Our data consisted of runners' narratives in a Finnish runner magazine, and as the only Finnish speaker I conducted the data collection,...