A. PARENTS* HOUSE, FAMILYA month ago, the Nobel Foundation sent me its yearbook of 1985. From it I learned that many Nobel lectures are downright scientific lectures, interspersed with curves, synoptic tables, and quotations. I am somewhat reluctant to give here such a lecture on something that can be looked up in any modern schoolbook on physics. I will therefore not so much report here on physical and technical details and their connections but rather on the human experiences-some joyful events and many disappointments which were not spared me and my colleagues on our way to the final breakthrough. This is not meant to be a complaint though; I rather feel that such experiences of scientists in quest of new approaches are absolutely understandable, or even normal.In such a representation I must, of course, consider the influence of my environment, in particular of my family. There had already been some scientists in my family: My father, Julius Ruska, was a historian of sciences in Heidelberg and Berlin; my uncle, Max Wolf, astronomer in Heidelberg; his assistant, a former pupil of my father and my godfather, August Kopff, Director of the Institute for Astronomical Calculation of the former Friedrich-Wilhelm University in Berlin. A cousin of my mother, Alfred Hoche, was Professor for Psychiatry in Freiburg/Breisgau; my grandfather from my mother's side, Adalbert Merx, theologian in Giessen and Heidelberg.My parents lived in Heidelberg and had seven children. I was the fifth, my brother Helmut the sixth. To him I had particularly close and friendly relations as long as I can remember. Early, optical instruments made a strong impression on us. Several times Uncle Max had shown us the telescopes at the observatory on the Konigstuhl near Heidelberg headed by him. With the light microscope, as well, we soon had impressive, yet contradictory, relations. In the second floor of our house, my father had two study rooms connected by a broad sliding door, which usually was open. One room he used for his scientific historical studies relating to classical philology, the other for his scientific interests, in particular mineralogy, botany, and zoology. When our games with neighbors' kids in front This lecture was delivered 8 December 1986, on the occasion of the presentation of the 1986 Nobel Prize in Physics. of the house became too noisy, he would knock at the window panes. This usually having only a brief effect, he soon knocked a second time, this time considerably louder. At the third knock, Helmut and I had to come to his room and sit still on a low wooden stool, dos-d-dos, up to one hour at 2 m distance from his desk. While doing so we would see on a table in the other room the pretty yellowish wooden box that housed my father's big Zeiss microscope, which we were strictly forbidden to touch. He sometimes demonstrated to us interesting objects under the microscope, it is true; for good reasons, however, he feared that children's hands would damage the objective or the specimen by clumsy manipulation of the coarse and ...